Tuesday, May 1, 2007

my first time...

Hi all!
This is my virgin attempt at blogging. I am all excited and charged up. Dont know if I will continue doing it or will lose all the enthusiasm I have in me right now.

Do not know if this will be appreciated, ignored and abandoned or will it stir a storm in the community? (community?..who is going to read my blog!)..anyway..Wondering if I will get famous or will I become one little drop in the big blogging ocean...

Anyway..enough about wat my blog might do or might not do...
Shall come to introducing myself.. (do ppl intro themselves? or is it just me? or it is that everyone gets to know the blogger through his/her blog?is it safe to introduce myself if I want to be anonymous?)

I feel like doing it, so lets do it. I am a city-bred mixture- a mixture of ideals, cultures, genes, ideas, languages.
Does that make me unique?I dont think so..everyone is a mixture isnt it? But then why do I consider myself unique? Probably because I am "self" centered...but I think every one is self centered !!So does everyone think he/she is special?

So what if I am special?How will that make me any important or popular? And even if I become popular or special, what makes me think that I will be any happier? Being special/ popular is not going to make my problems go away...will it? So what if I am appreciated by lot of people?Will that make me happy? Will it gaurentee no problems at all in my life? Or will it simply add on to my stock of issues/problems? I think my life will become more difficult..

Thank God!..You did not make me popular or famous or more unique than others ..

Anyway, I can confidently say that I possess some ideas that are not taken very well by my near and dear ones...call it weird, unrealistic. But I think that everyone has such unrealistic weird, un- contemporary ideas, it is just that they are unable to express it...so does that mean I have the "guts" to say it out loud? or I am uncaring selfish and egoistic? I really dont know...wish I knew it....

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