I am bored : (

Yes, it has been quite some time since I last posted a write up..n that is becuase..I have gotten busy with WORK!!..can you beat it?? ME..n busy with work?? Someone who used to hate work and not care two hoots about it is "busy"...!!!
Whats happening to the world?>?>

yes ladies and gentlemen..I am busy with work becuase I care about it and I am lovin' it!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!
Why am I loving it? because I think it will fetch me a better job the next time..and better aka something that I like!!!...and most of all I like it because it is new and I am getting to learn new things, new perspectives, new techniques, new terms, new ways to deal with new people etc...It is keeping me on the toes..that is why I am loving it. Luckily I have also been put in a small and hardworking team with people who are earnest and dow to earth with lotsa work exp...
So, do you now get the situation I am in? a kid with old and experienced people who is trying to prove herself but has been unable to so far because she is new to the work...I like this situation..I only scared that in some more time, the newness will wear off and I will not get any sympathies from my "old" team mates :(..n will not be a kid in their eyes anymore...I hope I learn soon enough...

Coming to the title.." I am bored"..after all this gyan about work...I am bored. I have nothing new to do during my weekends even though I crave for them like crazy!
What should I do?..now that is an interesting question..I should do something that I am interested in..which would lead me to the most difficult question>> "What are my hobbies"..oh GOD!..how is dread this question man!..
I don't have any hobbies!!..I do not know how my weekends pass..I do not know how to utilize my "free" time...!!!

I know why I dread telling people what I do...the genesis of this fear is CAT (GD and interview prep)..At that time we were told that whatever you tell the interviewer as you hobby, you should know everything about that hobby..(which I think makes sense) and I was so unsure about anything in the world, that I concluded I have no hobbies/interests..and hence, the question has become the most dreaded question ever! I do like to read sometimes, or watch movies or be online and most of all talk to my guy..but I really do not have nay in-depth knowledge in any of the above mentioned interest areas..
But what do I really do during the weekends is....hmm...hmmm..(im thinking)..well, I don't know!..time just flies!..Well, nowadays I have been looking for jobs, fighting with my mom, shopping, talking to bf, socialising online, spending time with my sis /bro, cleaning the house, washing clothes..yeah..tht pretty much covers what I do during the weekends..n of all the above, what all can be termed as "hobby"..NONE!!!..Concluding that I have no hobby!! n that is why I am bored!!!