I am very confused..as usual..
n this time it is not about some problems..i was only ruminating over certain things..it is so amazing that you get to meet a lot of people in the course of time..some you want to let go of immediately... some you want to keep for a little while and some for eternity. There are also times when this "eternity" category of people make promises and claims and with the wink of the eye vanish from the face of the earth.When you sit at home and get bored and you have nothing else to do in life, you tend to let your mind remenise over such people and instances in the past and wonder I could have done this differently..thi is where probable things went wrong..Good, I took that decision etc. etc... But somewhere every person you have encountered does leave a mark on you..Well, not EVERY person, I should say, the people you want to let mark your life...Okay, sometimes you have people u don't want to mark your life , also mar your life (What a complex sentence!..hope, it makes sense)..anyway, and then you resign to destiny and console yourself by saying "everything happens for good reason"...
There are people who pop in from your past and force you to go back to those days and remember details and want to know why and how and what happened with such and such individual... Now what is their problem in life i say..probably lack of gossip!..makes u feel sad..sad is not the right word I think..it is incomplete?..no..not really..life seems almost complete n boring to me now...jus make u feel empty and you feel like goin back to tht time in the past and changing it a lil bit..not regretting what you did also..but i really dont know how to say it... :(
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